)':

a can`t deal with this .
please dont let this happen .

:)

me and eve have been going out for more then 3 months now . am really happy tbh .
emm its christmas tomorow
everythings going good a thought a would leave a blog because a havent in months lol
eve yer lovely and i love you .
your amazing . and you make me as happy as i can be (:
a hope a make you as happy .
am ill the now but ahh fuck it . al get better ae (:
emm well thats about it . even tho very lttle people even read this .
haha . but yeh . it doesnt matter ae D; merry christmas to everyone
cant wait for this year to finish . start a fresh with my amazing girlfriend

:/ hey world

had a ok weekend . party was ok.

a know why a hate looking at photos of you and when a see you
its because i honestly miss you ...
this has been fucking with my head for a long time.
and just thinking about everything . a have relised a do
o well ae

=D

shikari was amazzzzzing .

eve`s party was ghiiid .
road trip well shit hot !

this weekend .
omg too good .

yeh , talk when av been waiting a week ?
thats fair yeh (y) sound


eve a like yer face !

hills

man a cant tell if life is going up will or down hill
lol

up hill
- girlfriend
- school
- REAL friends

Down hill
-Fake Friends
- Work
- Home
-Hospital :(

well am trying to look at this in the bright side .
just one person that will get fixed (y)

peace out

Are You Kidding

Ok man you had balls you have done it .
Now be happy .


Ohhhh and for you . you lying little whore .
this will come back to hurt you a swear .
You even believe this .
you clearly know this hurts me on the inside ?
You say love is never ending .
a love you .
And you believe this .
yes a got drunk and done one little stupid thing .
but not what you think .
not what she is saying .
you look in my eyes and then this .
and am sorry about friday .
another little stupid mood swing .

dont forget a love you
x

(8)

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?


have your heart on your sleeve sometimes . doesnt work
but hey ? she doesnt care .

mistakes can be put in the past
a honestly hope . your problems fix their selfs
one time am helpless .
a want to help . your pushing me away .
just let me in .
Am not letting this go . ok .

just face it .
you call me when you need my help .
or need someone to talk to .
am always their ?

think about it .

shikari is a no go the morra :'(
o well ae
avimoore and getting steamin yass :)

ok......

lets stop this silly shit honestly
a can be bothered with it .

And mister two face haha .
yes she told me .
kiss and tell mate :)
wait untill your best pal finds out ae ...
that will be funny!

=D lawl

Lol

You Have Made Me Very Happy
Even When Your Being Like This .
(8) this has happens because of you . (8)

hazel ! see if you want to talk about me in a bad way .
say it to me and not everyone else .
;)

Lol

YOUR FUCKING PATHETIC LOL

I MADE YOUR FUCKING FATE !!!!!

Don`t Show Your Face .
It Will Be The Last Time You Can.

Dionne Don`t Drink So Much .
And Lawl .
(8) keep your hands of my girl . keep your hands off my girl(8)


work was nice today :)
For You . Dont Class Yourself As My Friend .
Its Not Only Me That`s Hates You .
Look around ! ha !
Your More Than A Fucking Joke Now

(8)

You're lookin' so cool you're lookin' so fly,
I can't deny that when I'm staring
You down right dead in the eye
I wanna try to be the person you want
The person you need
It's hard to conceive
That somebody like you could be with
Someone like me


brighting up your day .
shes trust me again .
Even alittle . a am trying to help her .
a did say a would be their . a kinda proved that .
a Honestly at the bottem of my heart everything works out better for you
you deserve the best :)

And for you chloe . stop trying to fight for me .
a can handle my self fine thank you
and you are only trying to help
well thank you anyway :)

your telling me little by little a need to no .
a tell you . you look at me
as blank as white paper /

am happy .

(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_fFnwLip99s&feature=related

its worth a listen to .
and for you mate !
fucking keep it to your self . or say it to me awrite !


if your going to say somethin have the baws to say it to me .

friday party ! saterday .Killin the kurk. sunday work . :(

mostly a mint weekend .

you keep fighting that losing battle . a am :\

:)

BBQ ended up drinkin till a puke !

yuuus

A Have Done Some Stupid Shit But A Win With This One

Shout out to the "GAME AE SKATE" Ers ;)

a seen you today . my heart hit the floor . then you stepped on it .

=D holly shit ahahahhahaah

ok ok ok .
BBQ is going to be epicccc
the weekend was amazing haha .
cheers for all comin
house party`s rock
being pathetic isnt as hard as what you would think
yer back fi yer holiday yeyy (:
was goin campin . but yeh shit happens haha .
i give you attention because a like you dumby
am happy you dont hate me tbh .
al admit a am anoyying sorry about that
(8) bring in the cavelriee (8)
but am done with this shit .
caring about what people think .
kinda means you care about them . even though the might
not reilse this . :/

peace home slice .
ohh baby a have got you back(8)

OMG

you told me without me known a thing .
a hope your happy .

was it worth this ?
really ?

epic weekend ! ahh .
MATE
al get the house u bring the sambooka =) haha
drunkin skate is harder than you think .

=D

yeh your right feelings dont change ,
just hope youv reilised that . ohh and a wont crash yer car god ! haha

=)

haha weekend epic like .
boab never drink that much again .
and a told you that sofa was comfy ;)
haha

ended up at a gay party :s dont care was total fun like (:
yuss
ohh yeh shes back now (:

peace!

..

please

just stop this .
a want to stop smoking . but your influince isnt going to help .
throwing that in my face is plain not fair .

the fact a really like you i good but evrytime we talk more shit happens
am sick of it

camping this weekend will be fun ! and a will get Really Drunk .


nd for you . just stop it .

(:

lou yer no as cool as mee (:

haha

yer a wee geek haha (:

but yer kinda cool haha

x

changes

keep it on a happy mood ae

(8)They say its a cold world
Yeah you got that right
I almost packed it all in on the spot last night
They want a killer instinct
And Im just that type
But If the fights not mine
I wont fight that fight
Life without struggling
Yeah right
Make one mistake, wont make that twice
Out of sight out of mine
Find yourself out of time
Buy your own pants
Get your hands out of mine
** In the promise they say youll make it **
Theres work to be done
You must grind and shine
If every second is a blessing
Yes it is precious
** Suggest you get on instant message **
The agreesion when your finding a direction
Heading non stop just to find that the road is blocked
** You wanna Pop, POP **
** Flip you and stun **
Lets settle down and work it out
Its really all you've got


And yeah im frustrated (Fuck this)
Whats this, how much, who what, where when, why man, how Come
So many questions unanswered
I dont understand
Could you please explain sir
Im in a phase, I beleave i can change
In exchange for an explanation, estimation, hesitation
** Is it as visible dealing with digital **
Figitting through email
** When it is privitol, critical condition **
My heads in
Im heading
in the wrong direction

......(:

Right now a have to choose between proving my self .
Or trying to have a little fun .
answer me this ?
why were! you with me if a never made you happy


anyway been skating over the weekend (:

And had my wee friend watching mee (:

:)

be happy .


(:
nothing to lose but . yer dignity ;)
gone like :)
haha

schooooooooooools banter is shite now .

but yet still find it funny .

(:

ok change of mood . really happy :/
am not going to question it .
did`nt drink at all .
went out and had a giid skate with nomis . he fucked off so a was
with ryan . other ryan nd squeek (:

well good day like . going to skate the day .
that should be fun


ok one bad note .
if the one your ment to be with wanted to be with .
you sure as hell would run after them . a will

):

Ok

a dont want this to happen please
this just about to happen again
a dont want to lose this or you .

it looks like this is going to happen
so al say what a have to
no a dont want this . a would give up anything for you .
and am going to fix it this time a just dont want to have another one

a cant deal with another one . this would honestly ruin me .



its your turn

ahh

you want it . youv got it ok .


see all broken . not fixable :)

(8)

Welcome to my, welcome to my fucking broken home.
Can you feel the bliss?
Can you taste the paradise?
And I hate this place, it tears me apart
The walls, they hide inside

This is an awful place, but this is my home (we're miles away from anything)
Where you stand is where you'll end (we're breaking down, we're breaking down)
This my home.

I'm looking for the cheapest place.
I'm looking for.

Welcome to my, welcome to my fucking broken home.
Can you feel the bliss?
Can you taste the paradise?
I hate this place, (Where you stand is where you'll end)
It tears me apart.
The walls, they hide inside.



yeh a like it . We Are The Ocean -

Welcome To My Broken Home

Omg . haha . yes she is talking to me . see a known av done nuffin :

yass

.......................................

11 is a silly number to most but to sum cam mean the world .
or the lac of it .

a lost the world on the 11th of march .
and will never get it back ,

then a found someone that filled most of the gap on the 11th .
was it fate ?

a honestly think it was .

lose`ing your world for a second time .
wont ever get fixed .

a will try my best to get that back .
nd a think she remembers that day . haha (:

<3

today was amazing (:

done sweet fuck all . but a still want to tell everyone it was fun
(:


(8) a cant say what a learned at school , but a could tell you a story or too :)

haha

ty babe <3

(:

haha got jumped the night (: haha broken nosee ;D

haha showed up at her door coz a wanted to talk / no where to go (:

no nose hurts . nd ma mum doesnt wants to move house . so am fucking stuck in this
fucking dead end deal which means am movin without a choise . (:

so she shouts at me more fuck it :)

am not worth shit to her aee (:

am not worth shit to ANYONE (:

haha a tryed to run away to night . it didnt work . she waited for me . dragged me in the car nd told me a was worthless like the peice of this am am . ae (: . just another peice of shit on her shoe ;D

worth nothin to no 1 (:

ohh i for the one that jumped me . if your readin this . haha . were comin forr you (:

B.I.F

haha drinking. fights. mates. music

the best weekend in a while (:

behaved my self too (:
so am happy with that.
she`s shocked
D: but a done good .
god knows how much a had to drunk tho
a think am seeing her today (:
that makes me happy .
well she does .
ohh my BMTH tickets came in yass .

well chuffed with that .

things are starting to setal down now too . which makes life easy`er for everyone (:

ok post the morra .

.

if your happy ok .

hmmm..........
she knows how a feel . av told her now . no excuses
no more of the not saying . (:

on the subject yes time machines would be a bit nice .
all a have to say to you now is.
sorry for everything a done to you.
like loved you ahah .
yeh "d"
things change . and apparently so does moods (:

well steph you make me happy (:
you no how it is so (: do a have to point it out
tuff am going too . a love frog watches :D
lol
nd how happy youv made me (:

just remember even sober rants at school are fun ,
yes i can preach . but smack thinks its better on tables or chairs ;D

haha drunken ness today .

ohh swine flu`s a cover up for the credit crunch !

.

fuck you .

if you stopped to take some time out your fucking life to listen
mabey you would understand

a hate what has happend what has become of be because of me !

a party a fucking party .

you really honestly dont no .

ohh the list its on your bebo . makes sence . which men "call them that "

a spin to my lifee
:)

al be fine !
so damn fine !

ok thats it

fucking done with it now .
no more
NO FUCKING MORE

yehh :)

being fine is not as fun as a want it to be
you say your ok when your diein inside haha


haha when am in art am happy coz a can talk to you for a bit haha even for like 5 mins haha


aw man the party saterday was amazzin haha
drunkin dancein haha fun :)
haha trips for food nd startin fight :D:D
well good
so happy a went .

a can try nd be fine what happend lately
but liein through ma teeth just hurts :(

fuck it

why not anymore

why arnt the weekends like they used to be anymore .
ok you might have plans but spare some time for your mates
we don`t miss you as said . but its not as fun anymore .
and un`welcome people should learn when they`re not wanted.
a just want it to turn summer . so it can be what it was use to.
even then things will be diffrent not the same as they use to . fuck that get it back .

this weekend / couple of days have been nice .
a relissed i am really good at rugby tackles hahha
well hannah (l) goes oot to you :)
night .
ahhh partyy drunkin funzeez :D:D

chloe hollywood undead :D ahhaa

oihhhh

and the plot thickins . have you ever needed to tell a best friend you love
that will brake her heart .
a dont want to be the guy to do that but a dont want to lie to a friend
see now a need the help .
al deal wi it hahah :S

this weekend . drink pass oot . behave
sleep
try to have fun lol

chloe = geeek . ma geek tho :D

lu

x

he when it falls

see when it falls your
* heart
it has to fall hard ae .
a hate the fact that everytime a get close . a eather get pushed away or hurt
then theres her . she always make me smile . hugs are amazing
shes a good hug .
we try to spend time but doesnt happen coz of everyone
some people have a grudge against her lol
be nice please haha
well post the morra ohh i bintaskin !!!
hannah ! chloe :D:D ahhh fun
bye

xx

lets just say

FS .. self destruction .

dont think before you speak then

al blur out feeling nd actings nd see how it goes ae

:(

well hud the talk the day not the sex 1 tho .

one of the worst things av had to point out that am sorry

other things are brighnin up haha

a want to try nd be a pro alocholic lol

a have a awsum friend over . :) awsummmmm!

haha post the morra add meee

:D

matts party

well the first blog :)

matts party the night
this will be fun

party last night , seen people av no drank wi in adges lol
well good
people show you if there real mates ae ?
just got to see if they`ll help
he wid like trust him wi ma life


al post the morra wi ma amazin hangover


btw am "FINE"

;)