:)

be happy .


(:
nothing to lose but . yer dignity ;)
gone like :)
haha

schooooooooooools banter is shite now .

but yet still find it funny .

(:

ok change of mood . really happy :/
am not going to question it .
did`nt drink at all .
went out and had a giid skate with nomis . he fucked off so a was
with ryan . other ryan nd squeek (:

well good day like . going to skate the day .
that should be fun


ok one bad note .
if the one your ment to be with wanted to be with .
you sure as hell would run after them . a will

):

Ok

a dont want this to happen please
this just about to happen again
a dont want to lose this or you .

it looks like this is going to happen
so al say what a have to
no a dont want this . a would give up anything for you .
and am going to fix it this time a just dont want to have another one

a cant deal with another one . this would honestly ruin me .



its your turn

ahh

you want it . youv got it ok .


see all broken . not fixable :)

(8)

Welcome to my, welcome to my fucking broken home.
Can you feel the bliss?
Can you taste the paradise?
And I hate this place, it tears me apart
The walls, they hide inside

This is an awful place, but this is my home (we're miles away from anything)
Where you stand is where you'll end (we're breaking down, we're breaking down)
This my home.

I'm looking for the cheapest place.
I'm looking for.

Welcome to my, welcome to my fucking broken home.
Can you feel the bliss?
Can you taste the paradise?
I hate this place, (Where you stand is where you'll end)
It tears me apart.
The walls, they hide inside.



yeh a like it . We Are The Ocean -

Welcome To My Broken Home

Omg . haha . yes she is talking to me . see a known av done nuffin :

yass

.......................................

11 is a silly number to most but to sum cam mean the world .
or the lac of it .

a lost the world on the 11th of march .
and will never get it back ,

then a found someone that filled most of the gap on the 11th .
was it fate ?

a honestly think it was .

lose`ing your world for a second time .
wont ever get fixed .

a will try my best to get that back .
nd a think she remembers that day . haha (:

<3

today was amazing (:

done sweet fuck all . but a still want to tell everyone it was fun
(:


(8) a cant say what a learned at school , but a could tell you a story or too :)

haha

ty babe <3

(:

haha got jumped the night (: haha broken nosee ;D

haha showed up at her door coz a wanted to talk / no where to go (:

no nose hurts . nd ma mum doesnt wants to move house . so am fucking stuck in this
fucking dead end deal which means am movin without a choise . (:

so she shouts at me more fuck it :)

am not worth shit to her aee (:

am not worth shit to ANYONE (:

haha a tryed to run away to night . it didnt work . she waited for me . dragged me in the car nd told me a was worthless like the peice of this am am . ae (: . just another peice of shit on her shoe ;D

worth nothin to no 1 (:

ohh i for the one that jumped me . if your readin this . haha . were comin forr you (:

B.I.F

haha drinking. fights. mates. music

the best weekend in a while (:

behaved my self too (:
so am happy with that.
she`s shocked
D: but a done good .
god knows how much a had to drunk tho
a think am seeing her today (:
that makes me happy .
well she does .
ohh my BMTH tickets came in yass .

well chuffed with that .

things are starting to setal down now too . which makes life easy`er for everyone (:

ok post the morra .

.

if your happy ok .

hmmm..........
she knows how a feel . av told her now . no excuses
no more of the not saying . (:

on the subject yes time machines would be a bit nice .
all a have to say to you now is.
sorry for everything a done to you.
like loved you ahah .
yeh "d"
things change . and apparently so does moods (:

well steph you make me happy (:
you no how it is so (: do a have to point it out
tuff am going too . a love frog watches :D
lol
nd how happy youv made me (:

just remember even sober rants at school are fun ,
yes i can preach . but smack thinks its better on tables or chairs ;D

haha drunken ness today .

ohh swine flu`s a cover up for the credit crunch !